I am sitting at my desk thinking about what I should write for the new year and how to face this new year while being fully present in the moment and trying to keep up with everything happening around me, it is too much for one mind to manage, right? It feels like things are not getting better, then I feel like life is not that bad out there, perhaps my brain is just consuming a lot of information and drama from here and there without giving my brain a break, then I realized that mainstream media have become a hub for making the world look as if it’s fucked up and everything they report is simply upside-down while life is not that bad and not as if everyone is at each other’s throat, it seems like some people are living for the hate to divide and conquer.

Don’t you feel like sometimes the manipulation is so poisonous that you feel like the news is coming from another planet and you are just sick of who is fighting with who? The shallow way of delivering the news and some people in society trying to make every tiny problem a big problem like it’s the end of time if when two people are just fighting, who cares because life is so fucking hard already and everything you are going through is more important than what two people with millions of dollars are fighting over, while you are struggling to pay the rent and bills and add to that if you have kids and your schedule is busy and the problems you face at work and all the things that come with having a career and with all responsibilities that comes with it, and at the top of it you feel like life pushing you down you are under pressure, with the family or dealing with personal lose that you have to deal with it alone or you just moved into a new city or country to pursue your dream job and things are just bad, and you are trying to adapt to the new environment and you feel like quitting your job or your dream because you can’t make it in this new city, you  have no friends or someone you can call to make things better, and then you open the news all you hear is the world is fucked and all they reports are about death, wars and to top it up they make up stories out of nowhere just to make you hooked to the channel.

Society is also responsible for believing everything they hear without thinking about examining the information, just believing everything based on their opinion as if the truth doesn’t matter anymore, and just like that society does the job for the mainstream media by destroying someone all mainstream media need to do is drop a piece of information for people to carry the job for them it feels like kindness and compassion is only shown toward the people we approve with or people who don’t dig deep in the water to look for the truth, it seems so easy to destroy people’s life without thinking about the consequences as everyone have become a prophet trying to save the world but saving the world won’t happen via bullying and harassing people and go after them and their food on the table and by making their lives a living hell, we are not GOD you and I are not the judge of the universe.  I believe in karma, what you make others go through will come back to you ten times greater, and none of us is here on behalf of God trying to punish others for things sometimes we are guilty of doing.

This year let’s  try to be just human beings with the fact that we are all imperfect creatures with all our goodness and flaws and the mistakes we make and lets go back to our roots where we make mistake and learn from it without destroying the person just because we don’t like the person, I’m human with all my imperfections and I’m trying to be a better person every day, yes I’m going to make mistakes because this is part of the human nature and because I’m not GOD and not egoistic to think that I am just perfect and nothing needs to be changed, no I will not become GOD not now or anytime soon, part of this life is about making mistakes and feel low at moments of grief, and get angry at moments when things are not going my way just like any human being, we were created with those complicated features and flaws and what I learned from life is that I’m going to try my best and try to fix myself where is needed to be fixed and go with the flow without hiding behind a saint mask acting like everything is perfect and everything I do is flawless and then create a fake surface not even a saint can maintain, just be your freaky self and try to step back every now and then and make peace with yourself and the world.

ShoroK❤️❤️